More Than One Me

     Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
     We all fall down like toy soldiers
     Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
     But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

I ran my tarot readings today. Woohoo…I guess? LOL Some of ‘em seem kinda daunting. And of course being the bleeding heart wannabe, I ran the romance thing too. *eyerolls*

Career Stuff: (Quest Tarot)
Past:
Change. The absolute end of one cycle and the beginning of a new one. In business it means bad luck or money loss.

Present:
Having the unlimited power to achieve your goals and desires. The joining together of all elements to create explosive results.

Future:
Stagnation paralyzed you. You still can see great promise but you don’t know how to make yourself move forward to finish.

Current Stuff: (Shapeshifter Tarot)
Past:
A balance of past karma is coming, both positive and negative; prepare yourself to sweep out old patterns and accept the incoming new ones.

Present:
Messages of importance are coming. Use diplomacy instead of force in an upcoming situation.

Future:
A successful and intense man with dark hair and eyes who has great perception and magickal ability seeks to help and advise you. Make an effort to be open to emotional rewards.

The Missing Spot: (celtic Dragon Tarot)
Past:
This card represents a loving and caring masculine influence. There is a possibility of a journey across water. You may experience an episode of up and down emotions.

Present:
Stop dwelling on old memories. A relationship is tested. You are experiencing illogical dissatisfaction with a relationship or job; step back and look at the problem before taking any action.

Future:
You will be receiving what is due you, positive or negative. Someone repays a past loan of money or time. Revive your outlook on life by helping others who are in need.

The Hole: (Fairy Ring Tarot)
Past:
Billy Winker reversed in your cards is warning you that self-indulgence will lead to difficulties that take longer to cure than create. He may indicate problems relating to overindulgence, smoking, or drinking.

Present:
The appearance of the Fairy Dog in your cards indicates that it is time to pay the price of past actions, for either good or bad. He indicates justice meted out, reparation, truth revealed, and rights enforced. This may involve legal matters.

Future:
When the Fairy Horse appears upright in your cards, he indicates movement and travel, journeying to new places and new experiences. He is the harbinger of good health, vitality, energy, and innovation. Events will move quickly, and rapid progress will be made.

Romance: (Gilded Tarot)
Past:
You have experienced a loss and must mourn. Turn to a wise friend or counselor, a spiritual advisor, or religious tradition to help you heal properly so you can embrace a bright future in due time.

Present:
Your passion is moving you ahead very quickly. Whatever you are facing, you are very excited about it. You feel no fear, although you are certainly feeling a heady adrenaline rush. You are ready for a grand adventure. If one doesn’t come to you, you will go out and find it.

Future:
You are faced with the opportunity to partner with someone, whether it is a romantic union or a business venture. Whichever it is, the potential for creating something very special is there. Honor the gift of the moment and enjoy the moment.

     To let you blame it on me,
     And set your guilt free.
     I don’t want to hold you back now love.
     I can’t change who I am.
     Not this time, I won’t lie to keep you near me.
     And in this short life, there’s no time to waste on giving up.