{"id":686,"date":"2007-08-24T08:44:23","date_gmt":"2007-08-24T14:44:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/blog\/?p=134"},"modified":"2007-08-24T08:44:23","modified_gmt":"2007-08-24T14:44:23","slug":"maudlin-morning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/?p=686","title":{"rendered":"Maudlin Morning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m determined to stay awake for most of the day today. Or even all of it. I slept four hours yesterday, between 8:30 and 2:30. My schedule is so out of whack it&#8217;s making me feel sick again. Last thing I need is to go back on the Migraine Motorway all the way to Seizure City. I probably would have been able to stay awake yesterday, if it hadn&#8217;t have been for all the bawling I did reading the last two-thirds of Deathly Hallows. I read straight through from 10 PM to 8:15 AM, bawling from about 7 AM on&#8230; Oddly, &#8220;In The Arms of the Angels&#8221; is on the radio just now, while I type this and glare at the book.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think I like JK Rowling as much as I once did. If you want to cheat, and see why I&#8217;m pissy:<br \/>\n<strong><a href=\"http:\/\/www.chiff.com\/a\/harry-potter-dh-deaths.htm\">The Deathly Hallows Fast Find<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not just the book that&#8217;s got me going, it&#8217;s a lot of things. I went digging through my old Backwash stuff (I&#8217;ll be re-posting my Cynical BytchWytch stuff here, eventually) and naturally, found the articles from mid-June to late-October, 2003. Not to mention the articles where I&#8217;m writing about Suite101, and&#8230;I can tell I loved the place. Amazing what a couple of years will do. I talk about old friends I haven&#8217;t heard from in years &#8211; probably mostly my fault, since I stopped being pussy-footed and started saying what was on my mind. I&#8217;m me, like me or lump me. Still though &#8211; the heartstrings tug when I read about one or the other of our strange and wonderful exploits. Oh, and my rather lurid behaviour between June and October. Some of those things..wow. How did I not end up with alcohol poisoning? Or something worse? Wow &#8211; I had fun. ;)<\/p>\n<p>And then there were some truly shocking things I wrote &#8211; and posted <em>publicly<\/em> &#8211; because of my anger and hatred of two very icky people. I had totally forgotten writing them. I&#8217;m well and truly mean when I want to be. To entire grouping of people, because of the few. That&#8217;s bad. Bad witch. And then there are the OTHER truly shocking things I wrote, on the red-light side of Backwash. ;) FUN!<\/p>\n<p>Then I found the memorial article for my grandfather (his was posted at Backwash, and gran&#8217;s was posted a year later at Suite). Gods, it hurts. <\/p>\n<p><em>And TDH&#8230; you&#8217;ve come back around. I hear you calling me. I miss you&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Obviously, it&#8217;s time to get back to work and stop moping around. So, who&#8217;s got a dungeon, a pair of solid shackles and a feather?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m determined to stay awake for most of the day today. Or even all of it. I slept four hours yesterday, between 8:30 and 2:30. My schedule is so out of whack it&#8217;s making me feel sick again. Last thing I need is to go back on the Migraine Motorway all the way to Seizure [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[321],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-686","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cynical-bytchwytch"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/686","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=686"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/686\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=686"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=686"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/sacredtriskele.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=686"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}