I want…

Found recently, on a myspace blog or forum post or somesuch. :)

It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living, I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me how old you are, I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.

I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.

I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it’snot pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.

I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of a lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, “Yes!”

It doesn’t interest me who you know or how you came to be here, I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.

I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

-Oriah Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder

Prosthetic Fangs Tip

I don’t have a set of these yet, but I have been considering it. Actually, what I’d like is to have permanent ones…but failed attempts at filing in my teens destroyed those teeth, weakening the left one enough that one solid hit cracked it (‘nother story, ‘nother day). Note to others – don’t file your teeth. Get a pair of prosthetics instead!

Vampire Fang Users – A Tip From Trina Syn
http://www.myspace.com/paranormalwriter

For those of you using the Scarecrow type of fangs I have a little tip. Of course some of you may already be doing this but just in case you’re not…

I’m sure I’m not the only one who finds the goo they send with the fangs to be terrible and hard to work with. Well use Poligrip strips, not the paste but the actual strips. They are basically wax adhesive, just wet it and stick it in the tooth. They press on instantly and stay better than anything else I’ve tried. They just pop off after, no mess no fuss. No nasty tasting goo either.

Just a handy tip for anyone who may not have tried those yet. Only $5 for a box of 40 strips.

Thanks for the tip, Trina!

The Peace, The Quiet, The Pencil Shavings?

The first week back at school… what a wonderful, magical time for parents!

I’d managed to quash Rhia’s insistence that we shop for school supplies in June, then again in July and then while she was away in August (hardly seems a month since she was in Saska-where) there were no hourly requests to go shopping. In fact, as it turned out I did the shopping without either girl in tow – and I did it in a killer ten minutes at Pharmasave in Mo-Town. There are still some things that I’ll have to get more of and yet another dictionary replacement (don’t get me started, I might not stop…) plus the art kit that must be purchased through the school. Other than that, it was ten minutes.

Rhia and Care couldn’t sleep the night before classes started. Of course not – they’d become accustomed to sleeping all day and staying up all night. I made them get up ‘early’ over the long weekend…still, they were too excited and too conditioned to get to sleep before 2. They were both up at the crackafrickindawn, too. The pair of them were almost completely ready to leave by the time I was up and making coffee. Care had even done her hair. Tired or not, they left the house a little before 8, leaving me wondering what tornado had left Kansas on my bathroom floor.

Rhia did fine the first day, although she thought maybe the bullies were trying to rile her up, she was too busy noticing the new student. Er…students. ;) But one student in particular… (swoon). Since she did so well, she decided she would just keep on going, teeth or no teeth.

Care was fine, although – yes, it turns out the – creatureteacher – is homerooming the 8′s for at least two months. Thankfully, she’s NOT teaching math and whatever else she does, I think I can kybosh pretty quickly. Still, Care came in looking like a thundercloud after school.

All in all though, they were both satisfied with the first week. Rhia has two of her favorite teachers, and Care has already decided her new math teacher (Ms. McGill – read this * below) is just the world’s greatest teacher ever. Oh, and of course there’s always Mr. U. I can still hear all the teenage girls’ hearts going pitterpatter. From here. At 4:30 AM.

Oh, and Rhia had the wax ‘dummy’ of her teeth fitted on Thursday. She’s got a nasty overbite, which can cause problems with bridging the way they do, but there’s nothing to be done about it. There is no space between them, which is what makes them look so much bigger than the old ones, even though they aren’t really and actually suit her. Maybe I just got used to her having the gaping hole in her mouth.. AND I still haven’t heard back from the hotel. I don’t think I will. *sigh* I’m giving it one last shot this week, and after that – I’m sending a letter to the Winnipeg Free Press, as well as posting to every hotel recommendation site I can find – I’m going to review it. < weg > If Rhia would let me, I’d use a shot of her mouth, too.

* How’s this for creepy-weird: Care has a new math teacher named Ms. McGill. My YA novel, the one I’m working on now and started in July of ’06, has a math teacher named Ms. McGill. Freaked me out a bit when I got to that part.

As for the Weekend Catch-up, here’s the most recent breakdown:

¤ re-send rejections and holding notices for Courting Morpheus (no, Jeremy and Kevin, you are NOT going to hear from me yet. ;P I like making ya wait and squirm)

¤ pick up remaining CM submissions for perusal

¤ post note to blogs about the “piss off an editor” article

¤ work on YA novel

¤ pick up Apex slush

¤ edit (partially)

¤ write first week at school post

work on cover art proposals

¤ read slush

¤ reject…er…hold…er…slush

¤ dishes (oh god, the mold has grown legs and is after me!)

¤ laundry

¤ = completed